it;'s...SATURDAY :)

hahah. so I realized last night that I haven't post anything up..for november. :O
but that's okay. all the stupid drama that happened are gone.........................forever :) yay!
now, my life is back to normal.
nothing to worry about at night = more beauty sleep = prettier = ahha..easier to get guys? jk jk. :D
I still have so much stuff to do tho. pooo. I still haven't talk to my coach about debate. argh. idk. it's so stupid. Money is such a big deal bleh.
& I might volunteer to tutor agl 1. yup. I'm the best teacher in the world..not. I really really really want to do it, but I get so fustrated with slow ppl. and I dislike it very much when ppl ask.."WHY?" and I wanna yell at them "cuz I want to. so do it." xD
I sent Ina's bday gift to her. finally. I'm such a procrastinator...haha. wait. no it's like 2 weeks late. :( i'm a bad friend, ain't i?
The REAL real is this book that I'm reading. woah. it's actually darn good. unlike other ppl, I DO judge a book by its cover. haha. I only chose this book to read cuz the girl in the cover is gorgeous. hehe.
My bday is coming up...soooooooooon. So far, there are 11 ppl on my list. I don't wanna take anyone out. but i might have to. this is so HARD.
Ik it's gonna work out at the end tho :) life goes on. doesn't it?
with lots of love <3

3 day weekend..yumm :)

Woah..so I realized that I haven't posted anything in like..FOREVER!

Today, I was supposed to be at the speech competition in Fayettville. But. guess not. I wouldn't pay 65 bucks to do something..that i'm pretty sure I'd loose at. so. ;)
The suckiest part tho is that I wrote the entire speech out. spent all of my class periods editing and revising it. Now, I gotta wait until they put that topic up again..which won't happened anytime soon. ugh!

hehe. I'm knitting a scarf..well 2 actually. :) Blue and white. perfect combination of life !
School is okay. everything is fine. except for I got an 85? on my notebook check thing. and I was like..what the feathers??? I'm so neat and everything. I don't deserve a freaking 85. not. at. all.

Recently, I got an amazing love advice from someone *wink*
Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
So true! uh..hum. Girls! dont' be too demanding on guys. They are apparently the most simple minded creatures on earth. lol. And I'm still waiting on mine to get..SMARTER.!

k! g2g! knitting...:)

PEFECT BF & GF MOMENTS :)

By MOSTLY becky..and ME!

Girl : I don't get why you like me..I'd be the last choice for any guy on Earth. I'm so useless..i can't do anything..
Guy : YOU"RE CUTE/PRETTY/BEAUTIFUL/INNOCENT/SWEET/SMART/OUTGOING/FUNNY/AMAZING/and if this gets to you BETTER THAN KOREAN, lol
Girl : lies. Korean girls are better. YOU KNOW IT!
Guy: NOOOOOOOOO, MOST OF THEM PROBABLY USED PLASTIC SURGERY, and FOR THE REST, IF YOU USED HALF THE MAKE-UP OF THE WHOLE GUNK THEY USE your beauty would probably outshine them by a landslide

AWWWW :) isn't it AMAZING?

yo tengo venguenza..

that means..I'm embarrassed..well I WAS.

During Alg 2 today..everyone was talking cuz it was the last 5 mins of class. Then, suddenly, I felt like I want to sanitize my hand. So, I reached into my backpack and MY SECURITY ALARM WENT OFF. it was so crazy. hahah this girl was yelling "FIRE" and then when i told them..it's my alarm..lol oops my bad. this guy next to me asked..is that how you wake up in the morning? lol. yes it is. hahah.

Last year we did it to the basketball guys. IT WAS HILARIOUS. they were running like little kids :D

I got my progress report today..all As :) But I'm pretty sure I bombed my spanish test cuz i stared at some of the questions for 5 mins straight..hoping an answer would pop into my head. but no. ugh. so I kinda guess..but I always get points off cuz of the stupid accent..punctuation and stuff. .blah balh ablh .

I'm a procrastinator...I didn't do my current event until today. and it took me like..2 hours to find an article. PSHPSHPS. well...I HAVE A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG TEST tomorrow in alg2. :( good luck to me. i guess.

1 & 1/2 touchdowns :)

GUESS WHAT? I made the first touchdown in my life today :) IT WAS SO AMAZING. hahah. one of them..I was like..passing the line..while the girl pulled my flag so it didn't count. UGH.

I'm doing debate..but I have to pay like..100 dollars per semester to do it. and I was like..WHAT?!? that's a lot. Now..I'm like..doing so many PTA volunteering stuff to pay the money. Let's do math.
;)
I make 7 dollars an hour...and each event for volunteering is 2 hours..
100 / 7 is...about 15 hours. that means I need to do 8 days of volunteering..and the entire year is 16. Not including the fact that I'm in Science day and Key club..which I get tons more hours. woah.

OH ! I didn't tell you guys I made a 110 on my WH test :) very proud. I thought I failed it. but..guess not!!!

I got an Eastside t-shirt today :) I'm gonna wear it on Friday..for the football game. even tho our school sucks..lol.

Today during spanish, this woman came into our room and talked to us about study abroad..during the summer. and I wish I could go. I REALLY WANT TO GO. but I can't. blah ablah balh. Maybe..I will be able to during college. I wanna go to FRANCE, Italy..and Spain :)

okay. gotta do hw.!
RIGHT! !Que suenes con los angelitos! (Dream with the little angels :) )

rAnDoM Tuesday...

...haha not really.

It was really fun today tho. The whole thing about Maurice and Onnew, and all the rumors spreading around..and Jordan finding out about Sahar. OMG. so many things happened in just 8 hours.

SO..GUESS WHAT? I'm doing public forum for debate..and our first tournament in on Oct 24. Geez..I bet I would fail. and my partner would kill me. hhahah. I need to like build a pyramid for myself first !

Oh wait. nvm. the test on fb said that I'm gonna die when I'm 62 cuz I got stuck in a dough mixer. so i'm SAFE. for now.. but 62 years...oh..that's long. I was hoping to be like..99 or something. that's such a short life. O.o

GOSH. today during lunch...everyone gave me a fright! I THOUGHT *E* (yeah...that..shsldiodu) LIKES MY *A.* hahah. well..she betteer back off if she does. no i'm jk. she doesn't...haha. cuz he is azn duh!

We played flag football today during P.E. and...I wasn't that bad. I was actually a good quarterback. haha! YAY! :) I hate football tho. It breaks your fingers....and it's so lame to play. who cares...?

Okay..well..I need my beauty sleep :) I DESPERATELY NEED IT. haha. or else I would get dark eye circles..blah blah blah.

BYE!

OH WAIT. hold on! I learned this line in spanish today! que suenes con los angelitos!!! :) SWEET DREAMS :)

Three day weekend :)

Ah. This is so amazing. I have a whole 3 days for myself! without any school blah blah blah. but you know..what's totally ruining my mood? I have these 16 stupid math problems that I need to graph and find out the intersection. and it's so annoying cuz it's like..absolute value and inequality stuff and I'M NOT EVEN SURE THAT WE R SUPPOSED TO GRAPH IT OR NOT. UGH. UGH UGH.

So..I don't have any major plan this weekend :( except for volunteering at the PTA thrift shop for science club on Sunday...and a lot of review for my big test in Eng on Tues.

For the science club, I signed up for..
1) Anatomy & Physiology
2) Disease Detectives
3) Mission Impossible - rube goldberge structure..:P
4) Cell Bio
5) siomething something..
6) Egg O Naut.
I hope I will get my 1st and 3rd choice..but I'm not sure. cuz I turned in my form today..and tons of ppl turned it in yesterday....which means they would take over MY SPOT.

I just came back from an amazing barbecue :) It was cool. since someone wasn't there. i was so relief lol. but...I need to go and watch toy story!!! IT'S ON. OMG. !! haha I sound like a little kid. well guess what I am. ;)

Good night !!

Palpable lies...

I'm currently "studying" my Eng vocab for a quiz tomorrow. I wonder if I would ever use all these words..I mean they are such BIG words. such as palpable. haha. but I guess I will fit in to the TIP nerdy world better if I know them instead of flipping the dictionary and look like an idiot..... :P

For the past 15 minutes, I have been putting a book on my head and tried to walk without dropping it. a.k.a. training to walk like a princess :) It was easy...until I tripped on my pen. that really hurts. ouch.

So, I'm free again...*wink* It feels so weird tho like you are not depending on anyone anymore... & you don't need to hold back your feelings or anything. IT'S JUST WRONG. and.. sunny was right. everyone was right...everyone except for me. argh. how come I'm ALWAYS wrong. ??!??

Last nite, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking about calling all of y'all at 3 in the morning for fun. but then I felt bad. haha not really. I fell asleep at like 2. Evil plan fail. again. ugh.

You know what I was thinking for 2 hours 35 mins 24 secs...maybe after all there is no such thing as true love. Even though you really love one person at the moment...distance will eventually seperates and "eat-away" the love. I don't even believe in love stories anymore. liek all those books about long-distance relationships and howthey work out just fine...are such palpable lies. Love doesn't last forever either & Love at first sight is just lame.

So here is my #2 philosophy :
Long-distance only work out if the guy really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really X 100 loves you. Then..that's true love. but. it doesn't happen so often..only.."once in a blue moon".

(hahha. i know. i'm such a stalker. the phrase is actually from calvin. but yeah yeah. he is not reading my blog so no worries.) :D

Boring saturday..

So, I made such a dumb choice, staying at home reading "lock and key" by sarah dessen instead of going shopping. But geez..i read too fast. Now, I have nothing to do except for revising my English paper which is due on monday. and i'm not very happy about it.

Last night was the last football game of the season for East. I can't believe I didn't get to go.."swine flu honey" gosh. my parents made such a big fuss about the flu. It's just like the seasonal flu. big deal.

About the club thing...I signed up for so many..but I'm doing :
1) Azn club :) well technically I didn't want to do it. but I feel bad for victor cuz he signed up just for me...and I would look like the bad guy if I don't join.
2) Alg 2 team ....our first meeting is on Monday in trailer 1? where the heck is that?
3) Science club..yay. haha not really. i'm so bad at science..math is so much easier.
4) Habitat for humanity...omg. it's so hard imagine myself carrying stuff to build a house. :P
5) Speech and debate...yeah well...for giordan i guess. I'm not really a big fan of standing in front of everyone and talk but...I mean i don't want her to be alone by herself.
6) Key club...i find it funny how i just read the book lock and key. and i'm joining key club...a key is like a chance, something that opens a new door..awww...omg. everyone needs to read that book. I'm dissappointed in the ending tho. what kind of ending is that? lame one.
That's all the clubs I'm doing. I kinda did SAIL. but I mean..it's kinda weird. so wutever.

Right! I just finished watching romantic princess..it's a taiwanese drama with Wu Chun in it. ah..i wish my life is like a movie you know? so lucky and all that. not fair.

OH! before I go back to by dum dum english paper..here is my #1 philosophy "don't talk to any guys unless they started the convo." :)

So. now i'm thinking that I'm fat.

I just hate how I'm 98 pounds...and only 1 year ago, i was hardly 87 pounds. That's just too much in one year. I don't want to be over 100 though. Then, I would be both fat and short. UGH.
Well..I'm not really scared that I will be fat..i'm just too aware that if I am, I will become anorexic = NOT GOOD. O.o
Right, I wonder if any app that show ppl viewing ur profile is real..they just look SO FAKE.
anyway..back to hw. again. again. again. i can't believe i'm not done with a paper that i have started like.4 days ago. bleh.

9/9/09

OMG! Today is called a "pretty-numbers" day! haha. ALL NINES!
Have you ever wonder why you are doing homework but then about 15 mins later, you end up on the internet? it always happen to me. all the time. lol.
So..good news :
I DID NOT FAIL MY ENGLISH TEST! yay! I was like sweating when the teacher gave it back. but no. ha! I actually made a good grade. kinda. well. i did not fail so that's good.
bad news:
I broke my nail while playing volleyball in P.E. it hurts. and it's so annoying when u look at ur nail and you see this FLAW right in front of ur face. UGH!
& I have tons of hw. so it sucks. very suck.
RIGHT! there is this very funny joke that made me crack up all spanish period.
so this girl..she was doing the presentation about her 3 objects in spanish. "I like to write in my diary when i'm excited" which is translated to..."....estoy emocionada" instead she said "estoy excitada" :D then the teacher told us that means I'M HORNY. and we all cracked up. hilarious huh?
hhaha. welll time to do hw AGAIN .ugh.
:)

YAY!

So, out of the blue, I had decided to start a new blog writing about my stinky high school life, which only started about 2 weeks ago.
Today was fun. kinda. I think I probably fail the english test. I hate grammar. It's like the worst subject EVER. Grammar lovers, no offense.
High school is hard. pretty much. Biology was terrible. I got all the papers back today, and DANG. I don't feel like a bright student anymore. :P
AND! in PE, we did height and weight. omg. I shrunk! I'm only 5 3/4!! Last year I was 5'1 and 1/2. UGH. i'm gonna be short FOREVER. and i'm 98 pounds. WHY? i can't EVER passed 100? FAIL.
So, now..i'm sitting here studying for my spanish quiz tomorrow...107 words! JOY! not.
HAVE TO STUDY. i prob will end up chatting again. but HAVE FUN :) with whatever you are doing!